Monday, November 22, 2010 | 6:47 PM

Mood: Depressed

I feel.......totally depressed. Maybe its not enuough sleep, maybe its the stress from knowing I have so much to study and not enough time to do so, maybe its all the work stuff and money stuff....i dont really know now....i guess its a mixture of everything.......

Honestly now I dont know if I can make it here or not or even as a marketer......i just feel like i cannot come up with all those many many interesting ideas Yanny can come up with and run it successfully also....and its like yes i haven done this before but this is her first job too and she can...or was it cas she had at least near 1 year of guidance from a proper marketing manager which I dont or is it like what Candy said Im such a practical person that I cant be imaginative and stuff? I just find it so hard to think of stuff, its precisely I cant come up with ideas that's why I take such a long time........maybe i should go back to sales, more practical and straightforward?