Tuesday, November 30, 2010 | 12:42 AM

Reflections

Just got to know another of my closer group of frens is preg n due in June..I seen the both of them together since jc all e way through uni and was at their wedding as a jie mei and now they going to be parents soon.. Damn happy for them cas I know they been trying for one for some time already n I know they will be great parents Cas ever since I know them they are Like the model couple.. Everyone is moving up the next stage in life and it's hard not to admit that I'm turning old. Even though in about a year time I will be getting married and going to the next stage in life also but it just feels very different like everything is surreal. Like something I imagine out from a book or like looking through a looking glass tt tells me what's happening next but once I look away everything goes back a few years

Many things to think of to reflect upon, to ponder over......

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Monday, November 22, 2010 | 6:47 PM

Mood: Depressed

I feel.......totally depressed. Maybe its not enuough sleep, maybe its the stress from knowing I have so much to study and not enough time to do so, maybe its all the work stuff and money stuff....i dont really know now....i guess its a mixture of everything.......

Honestly now I dont know if I can make it here or not or even as a marketer......i just feel like i cannot come up with all those many many interesting ideas Yanny can come up with and run it successfully also....and its like yes i haven done this before but this is her first job too and she can...or was it cas she had at least near 1 year of guidance from a proper marketing manager which I dont or is it like what Candy said Im such a practical person that I cant be imaginative and stuff? I just find it so hard to think of stuff, its precisely I cant come up with ideas that's why I take such a long time........maybe i should go back to sales, more practical and straightforward?