Wednesday, September 10, 2008 | 8:50 AM

A First

I did something today that surprised even myself.....I actually sat at Mac for 4 hours just to pass time and read a book....its not as if i din have any work to rush, its just that for the past 2 days i've been forcing myself to chalk up on slp so much so that when I finally have enough of lazing in bed today my brain was in such a tofu state that I have no idea what to do except to stone around....went to take a long bus ride and found myself wondering around aimlessly at TM. it felt interesting to have no agenda, to wander around just for the sake of passing time...i didnt know what i was doing, didnt know what i want....i even contemplate of watching a movie alone, something that i always swear i wont do cas its like so pathetic to watch a movie alone...it just suddenly occured to me that hey maybe it isnt it pathetic at all to watch a movie alone, i just suddenly understand that its just a way of spending time alone with thyself...anyway i didn cas i was getting hungry and because i didnt want to go home, ended up buying a book i been thinking of getting and holed myself up at mac to read...going back to the same place where i spent countless hours studying for exams esp during uni days, seeing other student studying in the unofficial study corner at mac really brought back lots of memories and it made me feel very different.