rain on me
Monday, March 31, 2008 | 3:55 AM

Stoning

Happened to be at home today...just done dinner and was staring at my dad doing the dishes and suddenly a thought just pop into my head - Is this the kinda life one will have after getting old and married? I realised my parents super have no life....like they barely have real frens at all..no wonder they expect me to be no - lifers like them which is next to impossible. I think they have a boring life....day in and out do the same thing....it just strikes me that I dont want this kinda life, I dont want to be those stay at home kind the whole day and let my brain slowly turn moldy and mushy like tofu....I'll want to keep working to keep myself occupied and work my brain... might not want to get married too...really dont see the point of getting married after seeing all the things around me....kids nowadays are really too much to handle...its damn expensive to have one and even harder to bring him or her up properly.....married with kids end up super no life also....

Anyway am contemplating whether I should hit the button....wondering if i should just get myself away before all the madness comes in....toying with the idea of hong kong....did i mention going there alone? Have never travelled alone....might be interesting

broken heart.