Tuesday, March 25, 2008 | 10:41 AM

DeJa Vu

Had dinner cum supper with TJ today plus I needed to return him money....we couldnt decide what to eat and while waiting for him to arrive, somehow at Mac I keep thinking of what happened the last time, prob its also because of one of the places I suggested was the placed it happened. Anyway we ended up at Changi ( again! but not nasi ) eating some dim sum thing which i didn know about. Was very taken in by this 2 big huskies...damn cute looking but i pai sei to take picts....so taken in till the last time on my mind was bumping into SY. Super best lor....of all ppl his side of frens again....and the terrible deja vu sets in.....somemore now is really not the time to have such misconceptions cropping up again like the last time...im sooo afraid of history repeating itself....those repetitive uncertainty and horrible feelings i went thro the last time.... really dont want to think about it ever again and i dont wan it to ever happen again....now i just pray everything will be back to normal....i dont want it to drag on and on again like the last time...it sux to the max and experiencing once is more than enough!

Anyway went to eat the red tea thing again....had a live show going on....some ah pek was bleeding from the whole side of his right face and the front of his tshirt was soak with blood sitting in front of the dessert store....the horrible thing was the blood was dripping and his hands were bloody too and he still use it to wipe his face again and fresh blood came out.....the best thing is he was sitting abit too calmly drinking duno beer or tea chatting with another guy who was CALMLY looking and chatting and smoking with the bleeding ah pek!! AND the 2 aunties selling dessert ALSO continue sell dessert while stopping for sometime to chat with the ah pek! when i mean chat is really CHAT, not the ask him how is he kind...is more like those asking him 'hey hows your day' kinda chat.....i was like so amazed lor....its so WTH...how can someone be bleeding like that and so many ppl sit there as if nothing happen? Anyway the police came and there was a big hooha with many ppl staring and kpo ppl like me and TJ trying to listen and peep at what was happening....apparently the story is that some guard toilet bangala who always get into trouble fight with the ah pek and hit him till like that....made me wonder why the bangala not scared kana send home cas high chance when he go hm mayb the loan sharks there might kill him and his family cas obviously he borrow money to come here guard toilets. Maybe he dont like guarding toilets or maybe he dont mind going back and fight with loan sharks