Friday, August 24, 2007 | 11:04 AM

Mind boogling jumbles

Haven been blogging for a long time...wanted to blog about the trip I had cas this trip taught me alot of things and see things in different perspective, something that I didn before the trip... probably its cas I dont really have a single peaceful moment when im here, constantly being bugged by calls....anyway had so much things to settle till by the time I have time to blog its the same as always, all the thoughts and feelings inside all gone till dont know where...sometimes on the train certain chimilolagy thots just pop into my mind and i can think of wonderful sentances in chinese that i wanted to blog about but since i nearly got the memory of a goldfish, i forget most of it by the time i get home so will end up blog hopping again...

I feel really sorry about this fren of mine who went to my co for interview as an ME, only to have herself kinda degraded down to MCO...even though i agree that her current job scope in her current company is only that of MCO, but its like if nobody want to give people like her a chance, how the hell new blood comes in? Its like the poor ger has been getting tons and tons of rejections cas she dont have relavent experience in this and this industry. I mean, if you happen to be interested in a certain industry and you wanted to give it a try and you get rejected cas u dont have relavent exp, so does that mean you will be forever stuck in the zone that the job market or hiring employers draw you? Iremembered sometimes I used to curse and swear or envy people who need not work at all during their school days to earn money and people who can really enjoy their holidays to the max and not be like me, school full time and 3 different part time jobs....I also know for a fact that i have my whole entire life to work my ass off and thus i should be enjoying school holidays when i can but i never have the luxury to do so....used to blame tt kuku at home too cas if not for him I wont have to work like mad....Yet now that when im working here and esp after seeing the situation of this fren of mine, i cant help but be thankful that hey I got such and such working exp even if its part time cas its relavent to the industry....its like i finally see some fruit of all my sch time labourings....I realised that all my part time jobs somehow all interrelates to whatever im doing now...even doing camps also proved to be an advantage since it shows that i work well in groups and that i somewhat have a certain amount of skills needed to handle a large group of kids...like the saying always goes, there is always a cause and effect relationship to everything....that i truely appreaciate it now and im really glad that i stuck to what i like cas i rem someone used to tell me things like "hey u are a uni student lor..what the hell are u doing in DFS selling stuff?? Is that going to help you in your job next time?? You should be looking at part time office work!" That did make me hesitant and thought long and hard about it cas I know that there is a certain amount of truth in that advise but like now im super glad i held on cas i can strongly say now yes, whatever PT i did last time all relates to my current job.

人因梦想而威大，有梦想才会努力去挣取。但是会有多少人可以梦想成真呢？有时候梦想使终还是个梦。。。儿时的当儿，大人终是说想要的东西就要自己努力去争取，要负出才有結果。可是长大后的我却体会到有些东西你越想要的机会跟渺茫。。。有时候再怎么付出都没有起色。。。