Tuesday, May 29, 2007 | 10:21 AM

I fucked up big time

I fucked up big time today at work and now I've got the consequences to bear. It wasnt that I forgot that resulted in this incident. It was more to a ' I dont even know I am needed to do this' kind of thing..I knew i wasnt going to get out of it easy because a certain reputated shopping center came up with a huge ad this coming friday featuring certain special buys and because of my wonderful mistake, there werent be any stocks to sell at all and its end month so accounts is closed which means there is no way to get stocks out. Which in turn means that there will be NIL special buys even when there will be a big fat full page ad in straits times and this is going to cost that departmental store its reputation. Plus the fact that my divisison is the store IC and this project is my big boss's, there is going to hell from the store to my big boss and from my big boss and my direct boss. I fucked up totally. One mistake. If it gets outa hand probably they will fire me or something. Was already near to tears when I let my boss know what happened and super felt like crying at the floor itself. Picked up my fone to call a someone but i stopped myself the last minute because he mentioned before that he's sick and tired of hearing me talk about work and he hates my work plus if i talk at that point of time I will really burst into tears there and then. Wanted to hold tears back because that wasnt the time to hide in some toilet and cry cas if I come out with swollen eyes tongues will wag like hell and I dont want to make things even worst than it is if word gets around.

Was on the way back to town from office with 2 other RMEs and we 2 handling fragrances was counting how many promos and setups we have for the next month. Both lamenting on the amount of shows which means how no life we will get. Both planning where to go for a break after all the shows and I was getting so excited cas the updated list of shows states that i will be really free in July, only 2 minor indoor shows cas all major shows are pushed to June so i'll be free after 2nd week of July. The 3rd RME suddenly mentioned that we all need a life because work isnt everything and we should all take annual leaves asap after the whole hoo ha with GSS which hit me because someone else said that to me earlier than her. Anyway now it dosent really matter much when I'll be free to take AL and go off somewhere....even if i really am going somewhere, i think i need to go to some places alone where all i do is sleep, nua, spa and relax the whole entire time.

For those who are free after work, feel VERY free to find me in town for dinner for the whole of June because I got tons of promo going on. I have shows EVERYDAY for the whole month.

1st - 7th June - Taka MBB promo
- Scotts promo

8th - 17th June - Shaw house outdoor ( got free movie tickets)

15th - 21st June - Truely Pink by Vera Wang @ Tangs/Vivo

22nd - 28th June - Happy Summer at Tangs/Vivo
- CWW Wave @ Scotts

22nd - 1st July - Hereen CWW Wave