rain on me
Sunday, January 28, 2007 | 10:42 AM

Feeling.......constipated

I feel overwhelmed

Feel the need to unload and get some stuff off my chest

Yet as usual I cant cas i've supposingly more important stuff to do

Why do I feel affected by merely those few words?

Why do I let myself sink into the guilt pool?

Its madness to feel happy and sad at the same time

Lost yet certain

Im confused

Need to think quietly.....alone.....

Somewhere between the train ride from home to work yesterday made me decide to shelve my plans of saving for a wardrobe and change to a short overseas trip after all these promotions

A short trip overseas alone sounds nice.....

This is the only way to get some real rest instead of those fake off days i been having

And the place shall be Hong Kong

broken heart.