Wednesday, December 20, 2006 | 9:50 AM

A Bolt of Lightning....

A bolt of lightning...that's what you are and not a star...as sudden as it lights up the darkest skies, it was gone as fast as it came...just when the dark skies starts to really appreciate the flash of light that cuts through it...it was left with darkness again, left with nothing, back to square one with additional hurt because the sky mistook and thought the flash of light was a star that will hang up there for quite some time... the shock, the hurt, the bewilderment...izzit all real or was it just a passing dream that there was that flash of light? everything is too much to bear so the rain clouds came and left, left behind a gap, a hollow in between the skies...if only that flash of light will change its mind and come back as a star just like what the dark sky thought and not a bolt of lightning....for now its time for the sky to see if the clouds will part and reveal the moon...


Steadfast promises can be emptied...forever is ambiguous...trust that seem so sincere and took time to build up can end up as a powerful hurting tool...the world is always revolving, nothing stays the same...everything is always changing...gut feelings are a good form of judging whats unspoken...

p/s you will be missed not forgotten....

p/p/s if there are more hurts coming along the way...i dont think i'll be strong enuff to handle everything...too much has happened, too little time to absorbed and digest....i wish this was all but a big bad dream...